Bishies are great fun to stare at....

2004-09-21T14:09:00.000-07:00

okie then...maybe is not a goth as some other posts said....but I do have some qualitites of one! Also, I have qualities of many sterotyopes....I am a confusing person without a specific culture......yay!

2004-09-21T14:05:00.000-07:00

So tired, sorry for not updating........XD Thwap me all ya like for that.......anyways, the only rants I have now are is that everything is the same...all the time, and no one does anything about it......nor listens to those who try to do something about it

2004-04-10T14:08:00.001-07:00

Gahhh blog problems!

2004-04-10T14:08:00.000-07:00

If only I were a stupid prep, then I would hate myself, and that is what people are trying to change me into. Gothic is me, as in hating most of the world, who can really blame me....corupt politicans, and comformists are running the world, not the wise visonaries that need to be doing so. They are instead forced to listen to the obvious, and the dull, instead of the new and exciting. Gahh! *is nearly insane from listening* Oh, and my class members are saying hi to me now...after about a year of ignoreing me, they finally decide I might be interesting enough to know. Pah! They can die in a hole for all I care, they wanted nothing to do with me untill now, so why bother now? Yesh, long rant this time...I'm famous for them. XD

2004-04-10T13:51:00.000-07:00

*is considered one of the four problem people this time at school* Just because I want to do things my own way does not mean that I am a problem person...I jsut don't like doing the conventional way...it's boring, and annoying, and is nott me at all...Also, my mom and teachers think I have a learning or a mental disorder of sorts....they sent me to get tested, and it was boring! One question on a fil in either yes or no bubbles....is sex enjoyable? HOW WOULD I KNOW THAT!!!!????? I really wouldn't know that, at lesat not yet....another phrase either yes or no to....I go on eating binges, but I hate the weight I gain.... NO! no no no no no and a big fat no....I do not have an eating disorder....GahhH! WHy is it that adults think they know best, when they do not understand the workings of a teen...I am getting sick of people trying to mold me to thier own view of perfect.....My mom bassically did my homework in elementary school, and school projects from 5tjh grade on, and I hated it....I want to do things my own way...Is that too much to ask, or is it too much to ask? I think it is not, but apparently it is by most poeples cases...*sigh*

2004-03-30T16:04:00.000-08:00

Spring vacay! yay! Fun times...I spent mine playing tactics for playstation...Hee....meh 'puter is very slow too, so, it will be a bit before rping....:( Heh, yesh...a bit till I get started on that again.

2004-03-01T12:55:00.000-08:00

Okie then, The muic should work, I changed it! Yay! Greatness...now it be from Neon Genises Evangelion, excuse my spelling, I be horrible at it. XD

2004-02-29T16:06:00.000-08:00

Gahhh! music is not working! I will change it, I will! So many things that happened, and yet I can't remember them all. XD Grrrrr...well, evil advisor will be changed next year. Yesh she will, I can't stand the structure that she has put into my life. it's too annoying, and time consuming sadly. And everyone at my school is saying that is is okay for me to keep in touch with my friend through e-mail, but they want me to cut back on it as they see it as unhealthy...it is not unhealthy to keep in touch with friends, now is it? (sigh* That and my advisor trys to flatter me by saying that every one thinks I'm bright, but I need to work more, and stop 'wasting my life away' on the internet, which I don't. Can they not see that I am not the same as most others? Oh well...

2004-02-01T07:45:00.000-08:00

I changed the music again, this time to fit my happy hyper mood.

2004-02-01T07:42:00.000-08:00

Wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! *dances around happily with no reson to dance* Well, I have a erason....I got asked to dance by a cute guy at the Maderia Mixer yesterday, and He asked for me E-mail! Yay!!!!!! HAppy me, happy me! It sort of reminds me of Mars...., something like taht. :) *knows smile will not leave her face for the rest of the week* Heee!

2004-01-21T10:37:00.000-08:00

Anime...Manga...I watched Kiki's delivery service on saturday...very cute! I loved it...Petshop of Horrors is great too...Count D is so funny!

2004-01-21T10:20:00.000-08:00

don't ask about the music...I was posessed by what ever made me put Ranma music up...

2004-01-21T10:14:00.000-08:00

Hehe, fun times in Barnes and noble...I am now flat broke...I spent the last of my christmas money on the second Petshop of horrors, and the 6th Mars book...very fun times at Barnes and Noble.

2004-01-20T10:32:00.000-08:00

Exams!!!!! Very fun....at least I get only two hours of school untill monday of next week.....hehe, fun times not a school

2004-01-10T13:26:00.000-08:00

hehe, I got the second Mars manga, and the 9th ragnarok manga...I want the 10th ragnarok one now...So many cliffhangers in the 9th one! wahhhh! and Rei from Mars is awsome....so cool, and sweet, and just in general, so cute!!!! Wahhhhh! I want him to be real *sniff*

2004-01-10T08:16:00.000-08:00

Yay! More Manga to read! I bought the first of the series Mars yesterday, and the first of the petshop of horrors. Both are awsome. I also got a Ranma for my friend fro her birthday, and the Metora Cd by Linkin park...I love thier songs....:) hehe, yesh, fun times...I love having money to spend...even if it is on food. I bought some fudge at the mall too. Buying fudge is aa tradition with my friend Elizabeth. That it is.

2004-01-09T13:19:00.000-08:00

Yep, it be sorted out..... Yay!!!! Any ways, the weekend is here! Yesh, I get to spend every waking moment running back, and forth with me friend, then, we get to do muchly more. Snoball is this weekend, and so is an iceskating trip, *imagines self falling on butt*, hehe, yeah, much to do this weekend.

2004-01-09T13:14:00.000-08:00

Okay, now everything is sorted out. hehe^^;

2004-01-09T12:47:00.000-08:00

okie, everything should be up...

2004-01-09T12:38:00.000-08:00

See, I told you a new layout was coming. I thank Maystar designs for it very much!

2004-01-08T19:34:00.000-08:00

Wheee!!! new layout coming soon!

2004-01-05T19:53:00.000-08:00

hehe, enoy my odd taste in music!!!

2004-01-05T12:46:00.000-08:00

Updated bishie list--hehehe, my obsessions!
1 himura kenshin
2 sanosuke---rurouni kenshin
3 link---zelda games
4 squall---final fantasy 8
5 darien---sailor moon
6 issac----golden sun
7 ivan---golden sun
8 ryudo---grandia
9 roan---grandia
10 ryu---breath of fire
11 alex---lunar legend
12 nash---lunar legend
13 george---g gundam
14 domon---g gundam
15 haku---Spirited away
16 Pazu--Castle in the sky
17 Terry---My character!
18 Cloud--Final fantasy 7
19 Sepiroth--final fantasy 7
20 Cid--final fantasy 7
21 Reno--Final fantasy 7
22 Tensg--final fantasy 7

Yeah, that's about it. :) so many cool game guys, so little time for fan art, esspically of reno....

2004-01-05T12:40:00.000-08:00

After christmas break post, Yay! sorry I have been too long in posting last. not enough to rant about. okie, so here goes my rant...

A. my sister---she is stealing my identy. I worked hard for my personality, and I don't want her stealing my ideas, or my talents. She really needs to work on her music, that be her talent, I proclaim it so, but she hinks she draws nicely. She only copies me, and my obsession with anime. gahhh! Shhe also got the Evanescence Cd that I wanted in the first place, then bought with my money. Can my brat sister even think about the meanings in those songs? It seems she has the brain of a dog...

B. the falsness of the Christmas season. Why is it that only when christmas comes around does any one ever think of giving anything to shelters? Almost everybody ignores the obvisous in America. Bush needs to concern himself with schools, and getting at least apartments for the homeless, or more shelters to help them. Not with over seas, when there were no weapons of mass destruction in the first place.

C. the fact that my mom still thinks Pop music is something I like. I like rock, with many different things to focus on depending on my mood.

D. the fact that my parents judge people by thier apperance...I was just gazing about the movie theater, and saw this guy with a chain hanging from his jeans. everytime he passed, mom said no chains, chains were not good. I wanted to say, But I like Chains! They are but an expression, nothing serious. I wish I had one, so many ways to wear them, from your jeans in many different ways, as a necklace, as a multitude of bracelets. Dad was a bit different from mom, he only sadi the Prom Date from Hell....Right........hmmm. odd, I differ very greatly from what my mom and dad thinks I am. hehe, oh well, I only get fully smothered whenI am at home, surrounded by the way Mom wants every thing.... I can't stand my room neat, it's not ME!

Okie, rant over...now, for the fun things on vacation...

1. Getting a river chocobo in Final fantasy 7!
2. seeing friend Sarah again, I was sorry that I did not get to see her before I left...Bad me for that
3. Seeing my friends from Seeds only two days ago. I did not realize how much they changed!

any way, I guess I should go now, I posted all that needed to be said.

2003-12-05T04:03:00.000-08:00

okie, I'm back, and I have a snw day!!! yay, A snow day! hehehe, I have three of the rangnarok books, and one magical rayearth knights. I got the magical knights from a friend, and the others, I bought with my own money. I couolld'nt be happier. I also drew this one horesy fellow named Jesse that I have taken a liking to. :) hehehehehe. Sadly, though, in final fantasty 7, i got up to the part that Aeris was killed. *sniff* that boss battle will be so memorable. It was Aeris's theme instead of the noraml music. And in my Chrono cross game, Lynx switched minds with serge, and sabbed Kid with her own dagger. WahhhhhH! I don't like playing as Lynx. I want serge back.

2003-11-25T04:30:00.000-08:00

yay! vacation! Unfortunatly, I go home to an internetless place. XD on the bright side, I get to see my little fluffy kitten pepper, and monopolize the playstation. In my 3-d class, I am nearly done with my reed bug project. I just have to finish off putting the rice paper on. hehe, Me is furthest ahead on that one. :) fun. fun fun. I hope to see Sarah sometime when I get home. And sadly, I have not heard from Liz in quite awhile. *sniff* oh well. I bought princess Mononoke used for about 10 dollars. I coud not pass it up now, could I? hehe, yesh, tis very cool, though not for little kids. Too gory for them. heads quite literatly fly in that movie. My manga Rangnarok should also not be for little kids. violence galore, but it is about the end of the world, so what else could you expect. :). Well, any way, I will see everyone here again in a week.

2003-11-14T10:13:00.000-08:00

not much going on, except the fact that i am going to yet another dance thingy

2003-11-12T04:45:00.000-08:00

more fun from me! yay! okay, I have been going to the mall and he like eith my friend Elizabeth Milligan from my school. I bought a usede princess Mononoke movie for $9 and an anime novel called rangnarok for $10. yesh, I also have a snocap beanie baby. the white fox/ wolf thingy. yay! liz is alsways away whenever i call her, or does not have phone privilages. Also, I have a fuzzy poster to color. :)

2003-11-01T07:58:00.000-08:00

okay, i have decided thaI cannot go without posting for the sake of mae friends reading this, *sniff* too bad my mom will always check up on it, grrr, well anyway, for the rping, I have about 8 or 9 different characters i play, Feyrbrand, Firemaelstorm, Reeni, Kineas, Ivan, Brand, and Trinity. I can never have the same wolf in a pack, or the same people all the time, hehe, yesh, i cannot. I went to a haunted thingy yesterday, with my friends Blair, Maria, and Elizabeth, and we plan on going to a mixer with just the four of us today, yay!!! yesh i do socialize, just never really post aboiut it, well anyway, have fun mae friends, and other people reading this. Oh and I was Selphie for Halloween, hehe, very fun, I kept wacking my friends with the big nunchucks.

2003-10-15T07:29:00.000-07:00

yay!!! i am so ramdom. lately, i have been involed in wolf rolrplayin, very very fun, will write more later, but i have to go now,darn the school bells!

wheeee! RAMDOM

2003-10-10T10:04:00.000-07:00

sigh, evil class mates, evil! oh well, any way, i just ound out that liz has a boy friend! ahhh! let's see how long he lasts, hehe

Sigh, i realy dislike some of my classmates.

2003-10-03T07:34:00.000-07:00

i really dislike some of my classmates. they really ignore me unitl some diverstiy thing comes up, then they just say hi, or ask me for answers, or ask to borrow something, sigh, it's kinda sad.

2003-10-01T07:21:00.000-07:00

Your Life Has been one filled with darkness and
seemingly endless shadows. You walk along,
alone, for what seems like eturnity. But just
as the night the pain of lonelyness soon will
end. All you can do is wait.

Walk With Me?
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odd, how different mae friends are, and yet, so the same...

2003-10-01T07:06:00.000-07:00

From Pilot Candidate

WHICH ANIME CHARACTER ARE U (GURLS)
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2003-10-01T07:02:00.000-07:00

<<>>???What Kind Of Angel R You???<<>>( NEW!!! Anime Pics )
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2003-10-01T06:59:00.000-07:00

Nihilist Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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2003-10-01T06:57:00.000-07:00

Morpheus

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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2003-10-01T06:54:00.000-07:00

Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
right?

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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me, yay!!!!!!!

2003-10-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

okie, sorry, lo0ng time no post, not had enought time to, well any way. my first month of school has been okie, nothing to heavey, sometimes i have no homework, but i still have study hall. i have a lighter schedule then most, so, it is okiay, even though i have no frees. wahhhhh!!!! oh well, i have final fantasy 7, and chrono cross too, both are really good, and fun. i hope to be going to a mixer (aka: school dance) on saturday. i hope emma can come. right now, i am really bored, and have nothing to do, and quizzillia is not up. wahhhhh!

2003-09-10T10:13:00.000-07:00

i know, it has been awhile since i logged in, but i haven't had too much time to update this blog. well, anyway, i had an avarage summer, stayed at liz's. swam. at liz's , her, and her cousins, and i went to the rennasiance festival, verey fun. yay! back at school, i went to hershey park, and fnally went on upside down rides. then, i went to the mall, and bought two videogames, and a cd. i'll give you more details when, i can get on again.

2003-06-12T12:55:00.000-07:00

sarah redid my blog yay

2003-06-09T04:58:00.000-07:00

exams are over, and scool is out on wends day, along with my internet time. *sighs* poor me. oh well, i'll leave you to ponder what i'm doing during summer. hehe

2003-06-04T18:38:00.000-07:00

yes, third exam today. hehe, tomorrow is bio, also, i won't be updateing much during the summer cause lack of internet connections, and availibility at my house. hehe

2003-06-03T08:19:00.000-07:00

hey! *waves* i'm back for those who noticed! i'm having exams this week, and i'm not stressed at all. yay! very fun. i got this very addicting cd, and have not been ablre to stop listening to it. hehe. running through my head running though my head running through my head all things things she said running through my head. part of the song. hehe kinda sad that i memorized some of the songs. hehe

2003-05-28T15:58:00.000-07:00

*sigh* why can't the world breed humans that try not to harm each other. meza is fed up. me so called friend said a very mean comment in my standars today, and i was trying my best, meza is only a begginer in riding. grrr. okie, heres story. i was riding a faster horse named ted. a horse thats kicks was in front of me. i was trying to stop meza horse, and she said "you shouldn't ride up the horses butt cause he will kick. damn her. i was trying my best. i'm not even as advanced as her, i just started this year. it makes me mad. plus, my lesson was boring cause i didn't get to trot cause i would be in other peoples way. grrrr. DAMN THE WORLD THAT BREEDS FROG SPAWN!!!!!!!!! DAMN US UNFELLING, THINK OF OURSELVES ALL THE TIME HUMANS!!!!
CURSE THE ENTIRE RACE!!!! i really wanted to say to her to leave me the fucking hell alone. and those who know me, you know thats when i'm pissed.

note: meza is in a rage right now, please don't judge me by this. i really am a good person, i just need you to give me a chance, to get to know me. grrr. stop staring. okie, raving is done.

2003-05-27T12:33:00.000-07:00

too much work. work overload. meza need a mental health day, will be doing something this weekend. typing speed is up. which is good. i still don't type very fast. or right. hehe

2003-05-25T07:20:00.000-07:00

hehehe. meza is going shopping today. yay! and i have money to shop. hehe

2003-05-22T06:45:00.000-07:00

again, kinda depressed. meza best friend is talking about me behind my back, and giving people i don't exactly like a chance to make even more fun of me. just when i thought that i could finally trust people. sigh. on the bright side, school is nearly over, and i can'y wait till the summer. my friend liz will invite me over for a week to her new house, and ellen will be there, and so will sarah. Mass Chaos!!!! yay!!!!

2003-05-09T14:36:00.000-07:00

ive finished my game, but now im feeling depressed, it so unfair, people expect you to listen to them, but when i need to talk to someone, no one will listen. it just not fair, why do i have to keep all my emotions bottled up, but others can release them? i also didn't get to go riding yesterday, because the other begginer's tack wasn't cleaned. i spent my entire lesson cleaning tack. an hour cleaning tack. no one, of course, even listened about that. just as no one listens to me.

2003-04-25T11:06:00.000-07:00

im already about half way through with my game. yay. it is really addicting.

2003-04-21T09:11:00.000-07:00

i have my game. yyyyyyyyyaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy. hehehehehehehehe. i spent yesterday playing it. i have already played it for about 15 hours. it is so cool. i can't wait for the characters in the first game and second to join thier parties. the title isgolden sun the lost age. im not even halfway done.

2003-04-17T06:45:00.000-07:00

Really bored. ive nothing to do. im a good rper, i just found that out. so bored.

2003-04-13T12:14:00.000-07:00

ive found out how to get other people to post. yay. now it has to be activated.

2003-04-13T08:42:00.000-07:00

im back again. this time i took some quizzes, and these are what i got.

The crazy girl in the shadows.

Find out what anime girl you are.

cold.. or are you?

Find out what bishonen you ar

Awwwww!

Find out what anime character cliche you are.e.

What anime hue are you?

You are Yuuki Miaka

You love food, boys, and hate studying. However, you are tying to make your family happy by tyring your hardest to do things that are too hard. Often, when things get really tough, you depend on your friends to bail you out. You trust in others to do what is best, even when they often dissappoint you. Your greatest need is loyalty, and it is also your greatest asset.

Take the "What Magic Girl are you?" Quiz

I am a Dragon of Heaven, what are you?
Which Dragon are you?
Take other quizzes at Newsies Meets Anime...Anime Meets Newsies...

Are you a Seme or Uke?

To put this on your page or in your journal or whatnot, just paste the following html code:

Which Megami Kouhosei character are you?

Take the Megami Kouhosei character selector to find out.

You are Heero Yuy. You are
considered the Perfect Soldier and pretty much go through with missions as you
are told or instinctly act on. You appear to be stone, but deep down there are
emotions that help drive your actions.

if you find any more let me know so that i can take them.

2003-04-12T13:56:00.000-07:00
i added ellen to my link list. i got her site from sarah. if only liz would start one. then all my friedns who have a blogspot could be a link in my list. yay

2003-04-12T13:45:00.000-07:00
more about me. im odd. very odd is me. that i am. ive got an ambition to learn japanese. odd again. ive sort of changed the layout so you can email me. hehehehehe. i just beat a link to the past. two more days till the lost age comes out. yay!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant get it till next weekend, but im gonna enjoy the game.

2003-04-11T14:30:00.000-07:00
hey im back. heeheehee right now i have nothing to do. i really need to find out how to have other people post. it won't work. gggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrr im mad about it.

2003-04-10T14:37:00.000-07:00
hey. here is my list of cute guys that should exist, but they don't.
1 himura kenshin
2 sanosuke---rurouni kenshin
3 link---zelda games
4 squall---final fantasy 8
5 darien---sailor moon
6 issac----golden sun
7 ivan---golden sun
8 ryudo---grandia
9 roan---grandia
10 ryu---breath of fire
11 alex---lunar legend
12 nash---lunar legend
13 george---g gundam
14 domon---g gundam

***note all of these people are form video games, or anime shows. i might add more to the list.***