Tuesday, September 21, 2004
okie then...maybe is not a goth as some other posts said....but I do have some qualitites of one! Also, I have qualities of many sterotyopes....I am a confusing person without a specific culture......yay!

firemaelstorm at 2:09 PM

So tired, sorry for not updating........XD Thwap me all ya like for that.......anyways, the only rants I have now are is that everything is the same...all the time, and no one does anything about it......nor listens to those who try to do something about it

firemaelstorm at 2:05 PM

Saturday, April 10, 2004
Gahhh blog problems!
firemaelstorm at 2:08 PM

If only I were a stupid prep, then I would hate myself, and that is what people are trying to change me into. Gothic is me, as in hating most of the world, who can really blame me....corupt politicans, and comformists are running the world, not the wise visonaries that need to be doing so. They are instead forced to listen to the obvious, and the dull, instead of the new and exciting. Gahh! *is nearly insane from listening* Oh, and my class members are saying hi to me now...after about a year of ignoreing me, they finally decide I might be interesting enough to know. Pah! They can die in a hole for all I care, they wanted nothing to do with me untill now, so why bother now? Yesh, long rant this time...I'm famous for them. XD
firemaelstorm at 2:08 PM

*is considered one of the four problem people this time at school* Just because I want to do things my own way does not mean that I am a problem person...I jsut don't like doing the conventional way...it's boring, and annoying, and is nott me at all...Also, my mom and teachers think I have a learning or a mental disorder of sorts....they sent me to get tested, and it was boring! One question on a fil in either yes or no bubbles....is sex enjoyable? HOW WOULD I KNOW THAT!!!!????? I really wouldn't know that, at lesat not yet....another phrase either yes or no to....I go on eating binges, but I hate the weight I gain.... NO! no no no no no and a big fat no....I do not have an eating disorder....GahhH! WHy is it that adults think they know best, when they do not understand the workings of a teen...I am getting sick of people trying to mold me to thier own view of perfect.....My mom bassically did my homework in elementary school, and school projects from 5tjh grade on, and I hated it....I want to do things my own way...Is that too much to ask, or is it too much to ask? I think it is not, but apparently it is by most poeples cases...*sigh*
firemaelstorm at 1:51 PM

Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Spring vacay! yay! Fun times...I spent mine playing tactics for playstation...Hee....meh 'puter is very slow too, so, it will be a bit before rping....:( Heh, yesh...a bit till I get started on that again.
firemaelstorm at 4:04 PM

Monday, March 01, 2004
Okie then, The muic should work, I changed it! Yay! Greatness...now it be from Neon Genises Evangelion, excuse my spelling, I be horrible at it. XD
firemaelstorm at 12:55 PM

Sunday, February 29, 2004
Gahhh! music is not working! I will change it, I will! So many things that happened, and yet I can't remember them all. XD Grrrrr...well, evil advisor will be changed next year. Yesh she will, I can't stand the structure that she has put into my life. it's too annoying, and time consuming sadly. And everyone at my school is saying that is is okay for me to keep in touch with my friend through e-mail, but they want me to cut back on it as they see it as unhealthy...it is not unhealthy to keep in touch with friends, now is it? (sigh* That and my advisor trys to flatter me by saying that every one thinks I'm bright, but I need to work more, and stop 'wasting my life away' on the internet, which I don't. Can they not see that I am not the same as most others? Oh well...
firemaelstorm at 4:06 PM

Sunday, February 01, 2004
I changed the music again, this time to fit my happy hyper mood.
firemaelstorm at 7:45 AM

Wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! *dances around happily with no reson to dance* Well, I have a erason....I got asked to dance by a cute guy at the Maderia Mixer yesterday, and He asked for me E-mail! Yay!!!!!! HAppy me, happy me! It sort of reminds me of Mars...., something like taht. :) *knows smile will not leave her face for the rest of the week* Heee!
firemaelstorm at 7:42 AM

Wednesday, January 21, 2004
Anime...Manga...I watched Kiki's delivery service on saturday...very cute! I loved it...Petshop of Horrors is great too...Count D is so funny!
firemaelstorm at 10:37 AM

don't ask about the music...I was posessed by what ever made me put Ranma music up...
firemaelstorm at 10:20 AM

Hehe, fun times in Barnes and noble...I am now flat broke...I spent the last of my christmas money on the second Petshop of horrors, and the 6th Mars book...very fun times at Barnes and Noble.
firemaelstorm at 10:14 AM

Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Exams!!!!! Very fun....at least I get only two hours of school untill monday of next week.....hehe, fun times not a school
firemaelstorm at 10:32 AM

Saturday, January 10, 2004
hehe, I got the second Mars manga, and the 9th ragnarok manga...I want the 10th ragnarok one now...So many cliffhangers in the 9th one! wahhhh! and Rei from Mars is awsome....so cool, and sweet, and just in general, so cute!!!! Wahhhhh! I want him to be real *sniff*
firemaelstorm at 1:26 PM